Finally Back to Black

Amy Winehouse 1983-2011

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On-board

Finally I landed on a position that I’ve ever imaged for a long while, no matter its role and the environment to work.

The so-called career is open its path in front of my eye after continuous searching where I should settle down, both physically and emotionally. From this point I have no excuse to fail or drop out again.

I want to create my own STYLE of career path and it will finally lead me to where I belong. The shape of my career cannot define by any existing formats but only I know its appearance.

The Future with you...

...that's what I'm fighting for.

ARMY OF ME

Stand up
You've got to manage
I won't sympathize
Anymore

And if you complain once more
You'lll meet an army of me

You're alright
There's nothing wrong
Self sufficience please!
And get to work

And if you complain once more
You'll meet an army of me

You're on your own now
We won't save you
Your rescue squad
Is too eshausted

And if you complain once more
You'll meet an army of me

by Bjork

For both of us.

Untitled

I wish I could be your side right now,

Hold your hands and walk the street.

Now we are connecting only trough imagination.

But in my mind always stay with your smile.

For the pursuit of our dream.

Our future lays in the confirmation.

Do the "RIGHT" choice

為何要從英國回來?? 這問題被問了無數次.

幾乎完美的生活, 也幾乎令人窒息.

我忌妒自棄, 恨這完美不是我親手努力打造.

然後偽善逃避, 編個理由掩飾自己永遠辦不到.

我想像中的生活, 只能靠"精神"來達到.

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後來發現, 這原來是彼得潘病毒

失敗, 永遠有用不完的理由.

過去幾個月, 才知道我憧憬的目標只有一條路,

但踏出之前必須先右轉.

我好懊悔, 這個sign來的這麼晚.

因為開店躁進而失敗, 是最後一個掙扎.

是最後一個清償.

RESET and then RESTART

End or Begin?

［要好好生活，就必須投入到生活中，必須先迷路，才能找回自我，然後再迷路，放棄，然後再重新開始，但是永遠、永遠不要以為有一天我們能夠歇息，因為生活永遠不會停滯不前˙˙˙˙平靜這種東西，我們只有在很久以後才能獲得。］--- LES YEUX JAUNES DES CROCODILES